smelly-catt asked: ♥♥♥♥

I miss you so much, i cant even describe how much i miss you, every day i think about you and all the memories we had, how you would always leave smart ass comments on my status, how much fun our family had on our cruise, how you would send me socks for my birthday and pretend to be santa at christmas. Its so sad seeing my family like this, ive never seen my dad this upset, i just want everything to be okay and  you to come home to us all of us, or at least come back so we can say goodbye. I try act tough at school and smile, but when i get home and go to sleep i am a messs, i just cry myself to sleep. I hope your having fun up in heaven and is with pop and looking down on us all, i miss you and love you so much